god damn it, this sucks...you think you have someone that'll be there for you whenever and then all of a sudden they ask for space and completely leave you...what the fuck...how can anyone think that it's not their fault. And then it doesn't help that you see that person later in the week and they expect nothing's wrong with you. yeah right. i'm normal...as normal can be anyway. nothing's wrong with me...just thinking that today might be my last day on this fucked up world that's all...i'm not psychotic...much...i hate hurting and thinking that i'm alone but in reality i have everyone i had before this whole thing happened so...why do i feel so alone and helpless?